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welcome home

stab your thick self images..take off and be free cry loudly your pain, your deepest loneliness scream your doubts and fears swallow your hatred..the bitterness of jealousy feel them now, take a deep breath, accept and let go.. welcome home this is your real you..

you make me dizzy

even though you didn't ask me why.. still, I tell you these.. tone of your voice, your laugh, the perfect pitch and decibel the way you look at me and call me honey..(and make all the bees start to pack and have their day offs) am I silly, childish, unreasonable? still, I tell you these. pleaseeeee, make me dizzy for all of my life

unanswered

there are things in my life that I'd love to be unanswered.. you and me..the future, everything.. some friends said u need to have direction I said to myself ... what I need is..taste my feelings and let moments touch me! This is love: to fly to heaven, every moment to rend a hundred veils; At first instance, to break away from breath -- first step, to renounce feet; To disregard this world, to see only that which you yourself have seen Rumi

on my way believe in...

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my problems and me

ok... i got the idea, i am an energy..vibrate.. ok... and my problems are also energies.. vibrate.. ok... let me and my problems vibrate together... and dance!

shh..

shh.. we are beyond the words -Rumi listen.. be with me.. in silence..

accept life...

dear me, accept life as it is... learn loving what life offers you... be light like air be kind and sweet like love and be strong like laugh and tears.. be my happiness and pain.. and please, dont argue with life... coz nothing outside you that can give you the pleasure...the leisure of giving you the answers..

be 4 year old you

hey, how about being "a 4 year kid you" in one day! (this weekend!) mmm... see wt kid's eyes.. amaze when look into trees and flowers.. adore and enjoy your time..chat wt your friends wt no prejudice and assumption not care whether your friend wearing expensive suits or not, having mercedez or not.. not care abt will u have enough money or even enough attention tomorrow.. not care whether will u be good enough or not..be authentic lets enjoy be "a 4 year kid" again...

love and fear

another morning.. another love and fear if love is absence... fear could easily step in and stay in me if love is here..fear just hide and wait to rush in for me fear looks like seven years old kid that love hide and seek today, I cuddle my fear with love I learn to accept my fears, look into my fears with 100% attention, and put light of love onto them.. I am sure I will be okay .. JUMP IN AND DO IT

kiss frogs coz

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1. these frogs smell kenzo or armani and make u dizzy, or they drive fancy cars and have beautiful mansions 2. u have best friends who introduce u to lots of frogs 3. u think that u deserve frogs 4. afraid being single and make u forget and give up finding ur prince. and the truth is... u need to see yourself as a princess to open up ur eyes and see clearly the differences between frog and prince..and ended by pick the right one!

die is going home...

when i was a kid i believed strongly "die is not an ugly business..its celebration, going home".. and this believe fade as years adding to my life.. with.. needs and fears hopes and responsibility disappointments today this believe is coming back.. die..is going home reverse process of Big Bang... peace and happiness.. just going home...

if the earth were small..

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If the Earth were only a few feet in diameter,floating a few feet above a field somewhere, people would come from everywhere to marvel at it. ... People would walk around it, marveling at its big pools of water, its little pools, and the water flowing between the pools. People would marvel at the bumps on it, and the holes in it, and the different areas on it. And they would marvel at the very thin layer of gas surrounding it and at the water suspended in the gas. People would marvel at all the creatures in the water, and at the green vegetation growing on the surface. The people would declare it as sacred, because it was the only one, and they would protect it so that it would not be hurt. The ball would be the greatest wonder known, and people would come to pray to it, to be healed, to gain its knowledge, to know its great beauty, and to defend it with their lives because they would somehow know that their lives, their own roundness, could be nothing without it. from Abdul Razak Mana

welcome

This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they're a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of it's furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond. Rumi

why did you choose that

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Neo : But if you already know, how can I make a choice? The Oracle : Because you didn't come here to make the choice. You've already made it. You're here to try to understand why you made it. (matrix reloaded)
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perfectly imperfect

I choose to taste my pain and my bitter emotions, I choose to learn from my failures and mistakes, I choose to listen to my laugh, I choose to walk into my darkest fears, I choose to love even i know sometimes my love cdnt be heard by them, I choose to discuss in hours with my doubts.. and yes, I choose to jump into my craziness and happiness.. I choose to be perfectly me.... and I choose you to be perfectly you... and I choose to accept that love cd be perfectly imperfect...

temples and life

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walked around temples and ruins.. thought and imagined..how people in that time, talked and laughed and loved.. where are they now? still i cd feel their energies...love, hatred, passion, needs, fears, and hopes.. i bowed and respect my soul and energy... (Jambi, Indonesia)

breeze and emotion

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take a deep breath.. enjoy life and let moments flow thru your fingers like water flows back to the earth.... emotion is just breeze.. kissing us then go

you tell me...

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Do I have to tell you I am scared... Do I have to tell you I run from feeling these feelings.. Do I have to tell you again and again...better to be alone than.. you listen to me...sit beside me...look into my eyes... "the minute I heard my first love story. I started looking for you.." Rumi

do I really want to See?

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Jake Sully : Well, if I'm like a child, then look, maybe you should teach me. Neytiri : Sky People cannot learn, you do not See. Jake Sully : Then teach me how to See. Neytiri : No one can teach you to See. just decide...do i want to See or let myself floating in the sea of ignorance?

mirrors, pain and sadness

respect persons in your life.. they may bring you sadness and pain..still they are your mirrors.. unfaithful tells you..you may be unfaithful to him/her emotionally or..mmm physically. hatred....you may never love yourself as you are.. ungrateful....you may never thank yourself and embrace yourself with love and kindness.. they are mirrors...and they give you the sincere reflections of yours.. hug yourself..forgive and let go all your pain and sadness....

secret sky

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This is love : to fly toward a secret sky, to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment. First, to let go of live. In the end, to take a step without feet; to regard this world as invisible, and to disregard what appears to be the self. RUMI

you and I

A moment of happiness A moment of happiness you and I sitting on the verandah, apparently two, but one in soul, you and I. We feel the flowing water of life here, you and I, with the garden's beauty and the birds singing. The stars will be watching us, and we will show them what it is to be a thin crescent moon. You and I unselfed, will be together, indifferent to idle speculation, you and I. The parrots of heaven will be cracking sugar as we laugh together, you and I. In one form upon this earth, and in another form in a timeless sweet land. RUMI From: Kulliyat-e Shams, 2114

my magic day

today is just one of my magic days.. i wrote my dreams on a piece of paper.. and omg one of them...i know exactly lots of good lucks involved..like my friend's friend has link to one organization, fortunately need my expertise..and friend of mine told her etc etc .....just too complicated to be understood.. i tell u this...my dream project just fell right on my lap! how cd this actually happened in my life is just magical process.. its true that universe has its own agenda...which i hv to be honest..much much much better than ours.. walked this afternoon across bridge over sudirman street..said to myself this is not just an ordinary day..its " beautiful and perfectly lessons to be learned " day, and my heart sings seni seviyorum...

my story

feel my feelings..listen to my breath...flowing and accepting...life spoils me wt surprises and lessons. starting my day with renew understanding...really really difficult to change others.. they could make you smile, laugh, or take you to your darkest dream ever. its easier to make my story as i am the center of all..as the good..the naive one..and also victim. starting my day with renew understanding... i am the one, take my responsibility making my story.. my life. need a nice mug of coffee.. and listen again to my breath.. while do my work! if get upset wt someone just forgive him or her..he is not happier than u..u have to decide to enjoy your life NOW..