risa story

I don't compete wt others, I do compete wt myself!!!   God, I am proud to be me!

love says its not abt ur past failed love stories.. cause love makes you a better person.. its a journey you have to take... so you could be with your loved one...your soul mate

Oh God Let all lovers be content Give them happy endings Let their lives be celebrations Let their hearts dance in the fire of Your love Rumi

How could we walk in the same crowd, looked up to the same sky and moon and stars.. Without reached out to each other hearts I was there and he was… They have been together since the beginning of time- Side by side, step by step….Rumi Love told me: I have to understand him before I meet him, breathing with him before sleeping in his arms and he has to care for me before he knows where I am.. to find me… Then… Destiny came along our path… so I could say to him…hold you in my arms like holding a world of love I love you…

need to find myself more when facing the hard times... put my head down...listening to my breaths!  watching life from the distance!  (at nite there are millions of galaxies...Rumi)

time bound love says I need u to make me feel okay,  time less love says I need you.. to be loved completely!

burst in joy and happiness of celebrating being me! celebrating experiences in living my life!

love sd be easy..and comforting,  and yes..our egos make it too far to be reached !

Rumi said .. if your heart misses one heart then this heart’s also longing for you .. I asked him sadly, if only my heart which is longing for him? Rumi chuckled It is your time, get out from your tent, your comfortable place .. surrender, accepting, let go and..welcoming ... Then God and the universe drag closer another heart to yours .. So you are both become soul mates .. I smiled at Rumi Today ... I asked my heart to step out..and leave my tent ..

we love complicated life.. take and hate, nagging till exhausted stay wt someone but still dreaming about other create stories drama antagonist characters are around..and being a victim life tries so hard to convince that you push yourself to the edge lighten up...you deserve a simple and amazing life

Your car is German. Your vodka is Russian. Your pizza is Italian. Your kebab is Turkish. Your democracy is Greek. Your coffee is Colombian. Your movies are American. Your tea is Tamil.Your favorite food is Mexican. Your shirt is Indian. Your oil is Saudi Arabian. Your electronics are Chinese. Your numbers are Arabic and your letters are Latin. And you complain that your neighbor is an immigrant? Pull yourself together! Copy and paste if you're against racism..

life is unfolding your real you... "you"..that you want to show to the world and "you"..that you want to bury deep and you should hug them without doubts...

Harry Mitchell: [voice over] Most people live life on the path we set for them. Too afraid to explore any other. But once in a while people like you come along and knock down all the obstacles we put in your way. People who realize free will is a gift, you'll never know how to use until you fight for it. I think that's The Chairman's real plan. And maybe, one day, we won't write the plan. You will.

i am missing him.. as i love things that he loved as i love to be a lone traveler like him as i love the way he gave me my first nat geo magz as he made me appreciate to stay in love with the same person and be faithful as he made me adore every single leaves in forest and made me think scorpion is the cutest animal ever.. i am missing him as he made me just like him... i love you papa...

i am missing you.. as you have the same part of me who likes to run away the same part of me who wants to be alone the same part of me who thinks its not safe to feel this feeling you are innocent and you are my mirror actually i am missing me who could get so lost in love

i wish i were utada hikaru.. daisuki dakara zutto (because I love you) nannimo shinpai iranaiwa (you don't have to worry about anything) my darling, stay gold mujakini waratte kudasaina (please smile innocently) itsumademo... (forever...) anata no hitomi no oku ni hisomu shounenn (the young boy hidden deep within your eyes)

i am missing you...

i just dont know what to say.. maybe these unspoken words cd tell u the truth.. the honesty of being human.. breath in and let moment stop nothing cd be everything.. like universe and me..

It happens all the time in heaven, And some day It will begin to happen Again on earth - That men and women who are married, And men and women who are Lovers, men and women Who give each other Light, Often will get down on their knees And while so tenderly Holding their lover's hand, With tears in their eyes, Will sincerely speak, saying, "My dear, How can I be more loving to you; How can I be more Kind?" --Hafiz

being vulnerable means people could see you clearly than before they know exactly how to make u feel low, rejected, and yes cry.. but people who make you cry know very well they couldn't stop you being vulnerable means you are free and strong

some needs months even years to find out..they are belong to each other others need only one lunch and hours talking to know exactly they are with each other, inseparable.. life makes sure..at last they find each other

how I perceive the world is the important clue in understand why I choose this certain way of living my life!

teary eyes and nights when i couldn't sleep...thinking over and over again what i did wrong.. or felt like smile and laughed stayed in the past and homed there.. who was crying like hell, preferred to be sterile from love..? now? cause i cdnt and you cdnt run from love.. the truth is...love finds billion ways to catch me and you.. “When I am with you, we stay up all night. When you're not here, I can't go to sleep. Praise God for those two insomnias!” Rumi

Paul Varjak : You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing," and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself. Breakfast at Tiffany's, Truman Capote

means not struggling in my journey here.. its about do my best..put my passion.. be creatively crazy as much as i cd be in my work.. impermanence gives me huge energy to kick all these boundaries and limitations.. "Commit to excellence. Become massively innovative and wear your passion on your sleave. They might call you different or wierd or even crazy. But please remember, every great leader (or visionary or brave thinker) was initially laughed at. Now they are revered." Robin Sharma

talking about impermanence makes me understand many things in my life.. my happiness and my sadness, good or bad, luckiness, hatred, fears, hopes,,,all are not staying with me forever. they flow with my breath..they leave me impermanence makes me understand.. better to show what i feel be transparent let love resonates and be comfortable risa...be comfortable...during your journey here

self image.. i am always right i know the answer i could sense that you are totally weird and dumb i am the one and mmmm who are you anyway non self image.. yes i may be wrong need to learn a lot i could sense that life is a learning process..and its okay to say "i just dont know" we are unique which one do you choose today? you listen what you want to hear or what you have to hear coz truth needs to be heard

why did you fall in love.. that day you could give me five zillion reasons. stop now.. you give me only one reason why she is not the one.. just clean this mess and give me another five zillion reasons.. starting with.. you dont love her because you dont let her to love you like you want to

i need to see beauty in me..before i honor beauty in you i need to understand me..before i sit and listen to you i need to love myself..before i hold you in my arms and say "i love you" i need to be faithful to myself..before committed and say yes i need to rediscover myself again and again...to stay in love with you

to love another doesn't mean sit and look at each other, means we both look in the same direction Antoine de Saint Exupery

stab your thick self images..take off and be free cry loudly your pain, your deepest loneliness scream your doubts and fears swallow your hatred..the bitterness of jealousy feel them now, take a deep breath, accept and let go.. welcome home this is your real you..

even though you didn't ask me why.. still, I tell you these.. tone of your voice, your laugh, the perfect pitch and decibel the way you look at me and call me honey..(and make all the bees start to pack and have their day offs) am I silly, childish, unreasonable? still, I tell you these. pleaseeeee, make me dizzy for all of my life

there are things in my life that I'd love to be unanswered.. you and me..the future, everything.. some friends said u need to have direction I said to myself ... what I need is..taste my feelings and let moments touch me! This is love: to fly to heaven, every moment to rend a hundred veils; At first instance, to break away from breath -- first step, to renounce feet; To disregard this world, to see only that which you yourself have seen Rumi

ok... i got the idea, i am an energy..vibrate.. ok... and my problems are also energies.. vibrate.. ok... let me and my problems vibrate together... and dance!

shh.. we are beyond the words -Rumi listen.. be with me.. in silence..

dear me, accept life as it is... learn loving what life offers you... be light like air be kind and sweet like love and be strong like laugh and tears.. be my happiness and pain.. and please, dont argue with life... coz nothing outside you that can give you the pleasure...the leisure of giving you the answers..

hey, how about being "a 4 year kid you" in one day! (this weekend!) mmm... see wt kid's eyes.. amaze when look into trees and flowers.. adore and enjoy your time..chat wt your friends wt no prejudice and assumption not care whether your friend wearing expensive suits or not, having mercedez or not.. not care abt will u have enough money or even enough attention tomorrow.. not care whether will u be good enough or not..be authentic lets enjoy be "a 4 year kid" again...

another morning.. another love and fear if love is absence... fear could easily step in and stay in me if love is here..fear just hide and wait to rush in for me fear looks like seven years old kid that love hide and seek today, I cuddle my fear with love I learn to accept my fears, look into my fears with 100% attention, and put light of love onto them.. I am sure I will be okay .. JUMP IN AND DO IT

1. these frogs smell kenzo or armani and make u dizzy, or they drive fancy cars and have beautiful mansions 2. u have best friends who introduce u to lots of frogs 3. u think that u deserve frogs 4. afraid being single and make u forget and give up finding ur prince. and the truth is... u need to see yourself as a princess to open up ur eyes and see clearly the differences between frog and prince..and ended by pick the right one!

when i was a kid i believed strongly "die is not an ugly business..its celebration, going home".. and this believe fade as years adding to my life.. with.. needs and fears hopes and responsibility disappointments today this believe is coming back.. die..is going home reverse process of Big Bang... peace and happiness.. just going home...

If the Earth were only a few feet in diameter,floating a few feet above a field somewhere, people would come from everywhere to marvel at it. ... People would walk around it, marveling at its big pools of water, its little pools, and the water flowing between the pools. People would marvel at the bumps on it, and the holes in it, and the different areas on it. And they would marvel at the very thin layer of gas surrounding it and at the water suspended in the gas. People would marvel at all the creatures in the water, and at the green vegetation growing on the surface. The people would declare it as sacred, because it was the only one, and they would protect it so that it would not be hurt. The ball would be the greatest wonder known, and people would come to pray to it, to be healed, to gain its knowledge, to know its great beauty, and to defend it with their lives because they would somehow know that their lives, their own roundness, could be nothing without it. from Abdul Razak Mana

This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they're a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of it's furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond. Rumi

Neo : But if you already know, how can I make a choice? The Oracle : Because you didn't come here to make the choice. You've already made it. You're here to try to understand why you made it. (matrix reloaded)

I choose to taste my pain and my bitter emotions, I choose to learn from my failures and mistakes, I choose to listen to my laugh, I choose to walk into my darkest fears, I choose to love even i know sometimes my love cdnt be heard by them, I choose to discuss in hours with my doubts.. and yes, I choose to jump into my craziness and happiness.. I choose to be perfectly me.... and I choose you to be perfectly you... and I choose to accept that love cd be perfectly imperfect...

walked around temples and ruins.. thought and imagined..how people in that time, talked and laughed and loved.. where are they now? still i cd feel their energies...love, hatred, passion, needs, fears, and hopes.. i bowed and respect my soul and energy... (Jambi, Indonesia)

take a deep breath.. enjoy life and let moments flow thru your fingers like water flows back to the earth.... emotion is just breeze.. kissing us then go

Do I have to tell you I am scared... Do I have to tell you I run from feeling these feelings.. Do I have to tell you again and again...better to be alone than.. you listen to me...sit beside me...look into my eyes... "the minute I heard my first love story. I started looking for you.." Rumi

Jake Sully : Well, if I'm like a child, then look, maybe you should teach me. Neytiri : Sky People cannot learn, you do not See. Jake Sully : Then teach me how to See. Neytiri : No one can teach you to See. just decide...do i want to See or let myself floating in the sea of ignorance?

respect persons in your life.. they may bring you sadness and pain..still they are your mirrors.. unfaithful tells you..you may be unfaithful to him/her emotionally or..mmm physically. hatred....you may never love yourself as you are.. ungrateful....you may never thank yourself and embrace yourself with love and kindness.. they are mirrors...and they give you the sincere reflections of yours.. hug yourself..forgive and let go all your pain and sadness....

This is love : to fly toward a secret sky, to cause a hundred veils to fall each moment. First, to let go of live. In the end, to take a step without feet; to regard this world as invisible, and to disregard what appears to be the self. RUMI

A moment of happiness A moment of happiness you and I sitting on the verandah, apparently two, but one in soul, you and I. We feel the flowing water of life here, you and I, with the garden's beauty and the birds singing. The stars will be watching us, and we will show them what it is to be a thin crescent moon. You and I unselfed, will be together, indifferent to idle speculation, you and I. The parrots of heaven will be cracking sugar as we laugh together, you and I. In one form upon this earth, and in another form in a timeless sweet land. RUMI From: Kulliyat-e Shams, 2114

today is just one of my magic days.. i wrote my dreams on a piece of paper.. and omg one of them...i know exactly lots of good lucks involved..like my friend's friend has link to one organization, fortunately need my expertise..and friend of mine told her etc etc .....just too complicated to be understood.. i tell u this...my dream project just fell right on my lap! how cd this actually happened in my life is just magical process.. its true that universe has its own agenda...which i hv to be honest..much much much better than ours.. walked this afternoon across bridge over sudirman street..said to myself this is not just an ordinary day..its " beautiful and perfectly lessons to be learned " day, and my heart sings seni seviyorum...

feel my feelings..listen to my breath...flowing and accepting...life spoils me wt surprises and lessons. starting my day with renew understanding...really really difficult to change others.. they could make you smile, laugh, or take you to your darkest dream ever. its easier to make my story as i am the center of all..as the good..the naive one..and also victim. starting my day with renew understanding... i am the one, take my responsibility making my story.. my life. need a nice mug of coffee.. and listen again to my breath.. while do my work! if get upset wt someone just forgive him or her..he is not happier than u..u have to decide to enjoy your life NOW..