intoxicated by love

Rumi please sit down and tell me about my path..
i am not brave enough..
why me? please look at me..
i need reasons,
please answer me, any logical thoughts to calm me down because my heart is torturing me.
it is hurt fiercely.

is it my fault, mistaken to feel..?
this is pushing me into my edge of innocent, making me stubbornly in doubts..

please..

(no answer)..

in silence..

until wind is kind enough to send me this..welcoming your life again..and be brave

“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing 
and rightdoing there is a field.
I'll meet you there.