my beloved stupidity

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before
I was very angry with my stupidity
hate my quirkiness
panic when saw my self image broke into pieces
God, please don't let them think I am an idiot

anyway
life is supposed to be fun
why do I have to hide them
without my stupidity and my weirdness
I am not me

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