risa story

some needs months even years to find out..they are belong to each other others need only one lunch and hours talking to know exactly they are with each other, inseparable.. life makes sure..at last they find each other

how I perceive the world is the important clue in understand why I choose this certain way of living my life!

teary eyes and nights when i couldn't sleep...thinking over and over again what i did wrong.. or felt like smile and laughed stayed in the past and homed there.. who was crying like hell, preferred to be sterile from love..? now? cause i cdnt and you cdnt run from love.. the truth is...love finds billion ways to catch me and you.. “When I am with you, we stay up all night. When you're not here, I can't go to sleep. Praise God for those two insomnias!” Rumi

Paul Varjak : You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing," and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself. Breakfast at Tiffany's, Truman Capote

means not struggling in my journey here.. its about do my best..put my passion.. be creatively crazy as much as i cd be in my work.. impermanence gives me huge energy to kick all these boundaries and limitations.. "Commit to excellence. Become massively innovative and wear your passion on your sleave. They might call you different or wierd or even crazy. But please remember, every great leader (or visionary or brave thinker) was initially laughed at. Now they are revered." Robin Sharma

talking about impermanence makes me understand many things in my life.. my happiness and my sadness, good or bad, luckiness, hatred, fears, hopes,,,all are not staying with me forever. they flow with my breath..they leave me impermanence makes me understand.. better to show what i feel be transparent let love resonates and be comfortable risa...be comfortable...during your journey here

self image.. i am always right i know the answer i could sense that you are totally weird and dumb i am the one and mmmm who are you anyway non self image.. yes i may be wrong need to learn a lot i could sense that life is a learning process..and its okay to say "i just dont know" we are unique which one do you choose today? you listen what you want to hear or what you have to hear coz truth needs to be heard

why did you fall in love.. that day you could give me five zillion reasons. stop now.. you give me only one reason why she is not the one.. just clean this mess and give me another five zillion reasons.. starting with.. you dont love her because you dont let her to love you like you want to

i need to see beauty in me..before i honor beauty in you i need to understand me..before i sit and listen to you i need to love myself..before i hold you in my arms and say "i love you" i need to be faithful to myself..before committed and say yes i need to rediscover myself again and again...to stay in love with you

to love another doesn't mean sit and look at each other, means we both look in the same direction Antoine de Saint Exupery